tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57928842011-04-22T05:15:32.459+09:00chance upon lovewe walked past each other once again...meixinnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1711100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1104310411884223832004-12-29T17:43:00.000+09:002004-12-29T17:53:31.883+09:00一年又要结束了。时间不会为自己做个总结，所以我想制作一个过期的日历。
Jan
黄城夜韵start。温馨的气氛适合酝酿花蕾。
Feb
黄城夜韵work in progress。情人节快乐。
Mar
黄城夜韵end。沉入海岸线的夕阳标志着起点。
Apr
Happy birthday to me。十八岁生日真的过得十分开心。可是，你以后不要这么傻了哦。
May
尼诰大道坍塌。我们学会，必须及时说“我爱你”。
Jun
百天纪念日。九个小时，是长长久久的好兆头。
Jul
度日如年的block test。但考试最终都融化成想念。
Aug
为她在机场过夜。想起两个月前，机场是温暖的。
Sep
中秋节快乐。飘下的光环映出温柔的光，比丘比特还可爱。
Oct
Study break. I’d let you break the lock and study my past.
Nov
Ameixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1096728394192896792004-10-02T23:14:00.000+09:002004-10-02T23:46:34.193+09:00钟声响起。嗡嗡嗡的声音随着华尔兹的节拍凝结，音符一个个重重地垂在她耳里。
“嗡...嗡...嗡...”她的首饰开始蒸发。
“嗡...嗡...嗡...”高贵的晚礼服像叶子般枯萎。
“嗡...嗡...嗡...”玻璃鞋出现了裂痕。
“嗡...嗡...嗡...”天鹅的羽毛脱尽，鸽子的原形毕露。
她又如同进场时，成为全场的焦点。众人摒住呼吸，时间被巫婆静止。
不久，不知是哪家的小姐惊叫一声，在场的人哗然一片。
王子也似乎被喧闹声从睡梦中打醒，如被荆棘刺伤一般，直觉性地扔开她粗糙的手，往人群深处钻去。
她的脚被玻璃割伤，鲜血和眼泪一同滴在光亮的花岗石地板。那深红，仿佛被践踏的蔷薇花瓣。
她在众目睽睽之下，将玻璃碎片放入围裙的口袋，抬高头，尽她身上最后一份力气，挽留她仅剩的尊严，迎接大堂外的南瓜。
国王比她幸福，因为至少会有人假装看得见他的新衣。
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1095835656806588792004-09-22T15:15:00.000+09:002004-09-23T00:14:51.406+09:00铁达尼之恋，美的不是rose与jack之间的不朽感情，而是灾难中人性本质的泛滥。有的人，在灾难降临时而跃升成为全场最美的焦点，有的人却展露恶魔的嘴脸。在船沉之前的两个镜头，对于rose算是讽刺吧。年老夫妇拥抱着死去、母亲对这孩子讲述有关永远的青春的童话故事。rose无法和自己心爱的人一起走完人生的旅程，却也因为没有跟jack同年同月同日死，而随着时光的老化而改变了相貌。
其实，把女主角取名为rose，这名字实在恰当。如果把名字翻译为华文，应该翻译成“蔷薇”而不是“玫瑰”。因为她比玫瑰更顽强，她的美，始终野性的美，而并非典型贵族小姐娇滴滴的作风。有人可以说她没有矜持，但是她的刺，不也是为了摆脱压在贵族小姐肩上沉重的枷锁吗?试想，要是她的母亲没有唆使她嫁给有绅士身份但没有绅士风度的caledon，她的叛逆也不会急升而释放为爆发式的爱情吧。她的刺，是冲着一个个剥夺她的生命力的魔抓；meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1095265761434334592004-09-16T01:24:00.000+09:002004-09-16T01:36:15.856+09:00惭愧，昨天因为要温习历史所以没上网来blog，没想到昨天也那么容易成为历史了。
半年... ...已经遗失之前的记忆。或许那段记忆根本没有存在过，而是造物者天马行空地虚构，在塞入我这凡人有限的生命罢了。
最近总是在入睡之前的一刻害怕死亡。小学的时候就开始有这种恐惧了，它就是这样，定时地使我的心脏miss a beat。但是现在想想，如果死后还发觉自己没有完全死去... ...就像在阿嬷的丧礼出现的蝴蝶，一直守在阿嬷的灵前，还跟着我们步往火化厂。妈咪说，那是阿公。
虽然他们的结合没有经历爱情长跑，但我相信，他们之间还是存在着爱情的。虽没有生死相许，但也始终可以手挽手走上黄泉路。
我要比你先死。你说，你又怎么知道，活下来是种快乐？浩劫的生还者，必须承受更深的痛。
我说，不管谁先离开，我们在那生死更替的霎那，一定要紧紧地抱着对方。
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1094656936233136102004-09-08T23:22:00.000+09:002004-09-16T01:37:05.150+09:00未作完的梦，延长的结局
你在我眼前淡化，溶入碰撞着的化学分子。（不，其实这一点也不科学）无论如何，你还是消逝了。我再也看不到你，听不到你，碰不到你。无论如何，我还是催眠自己，说服自己，这些都是一场又一场太过逼真的梦。
那天我哭着醒来，真的以为这全都是一场梦。直到我邂逅命案现场，我才惊觉，死亡其实从来没有远离过我们。
直到，手机简讯铃声响起，小小的荧幕上上演着莫大的奇迹。你的名字又出现在我生活里。理智与逻辑被现实撕裂，我握着手机，比抱着一个十世单传的婴儿还要谨慎。
我的世界渐渐浓缩，知道她只融得下你和你的简讯。别人说我疯了，死人怎么可能传简讯给我。他没有死，我说，他只是被困在另一个空间， 也不是他想要的... ...况且，他确实有传简讯给我啊... ...你们看！你们看！他一定还存在着... ...
他们只施舍了一脸同情，便回到了自己的生活。于是，我的世界更小了。我的世界，meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1093187513883056332004-08-23T00:04:00.000+09:002004-08-23T00:11:53.883+09:00原来今天是七巧节！
虽然看不见鹊桥的壮观，听不见牛郎织女的窃窃私语，触碰不到如真似假的东方童话，嗅不到传说的原始韵味... ...
但愿感受得到沐浴在相思缠绕的夜晚的浪漫。
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1093184832869741992004-08-22T23:17:00.000+09:002004-08-22T23:27:12.870+09:00无病呻吟：我不能想象身边换了一个人。
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1093184084760854942004-08-22T22:56:00.000+09:002004-08-22T23:14:44.760+09:00两个表妹跳出高楼的窗外。她们笑嘻嘻地，使劲地跳，跳得好远，好远，似乎不知道危险也没有察觉到任何危险。就这样跳了出去，跳入黑夜的血盆大口。就这样被吞噬。还好我看不到锐牙咀嚼着她们的镜头。因为我已经被无助瘫痪了。
还好只是梦。
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1092496621256529222004-08-14T23:26:00.000+09:002004-08-22T22:53:01.206+09:00Part I
原来已经过了多过一年了。而我没有及时察觉。真对不起。我需要在生离死别相碰的季节才会被提醒。我在friday the 13th想起了你，是幸运的，因为我发现你还活在我心中；是不幸运的，因为我发现我再也吮吸不到你的生命力。
如果一声叹息会使一个天使死去
你的离别是
无数的感叹在追悼
断翼
成了血红的标本
镶住了邪恶的棺木
也许，那天有黑猫经过。
Part II
有四次在机场过夜的经验，当中两次是为了送机。碰巧的是，两次的班机都是要飞到美国去的。两次，都带着讲义在机场温习。也许因为这样的缘故，送机时的心情都不至于太悲伤。是睡眠不足麻木了不舍？抑或是理性地读LEP而导致脑里都是萧萧傻仔超吴柱国而导致自己没有察觉朋友的离即已经不是小说情节？
她坠落了
还好你没有
飞吧，但到了陌生的国度，请用敏锐指引自己。飞蛾扑火的情节一点也不凄美。
Part III
怀念着你...
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1092039655390880522004-08-09T17:05:00.000+09:002004-08-09T17:20:55.390+09:00somehow i find it easier to relate to kids.. they'r juz so simple, laughin loudly when they r hapi, crying when they r upset. they wun mind wad others tink of them as long as they'r hapi w the way tings r. such simple bliss~ n not to forget they can b so pure n innocent n adorable! *melts*
i wanto b a child~~*
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1091287749512537902004-08-01T00:09:00.000+09:002004-08-01T01:54:03.826+09:00stella曾经在blog里写到：“Troy說的是男人。有人說男人來自火星，而MARS在神話裏是戰神。”我想，这也许是从古至今不变的事实，永恒的真理。古希腊人视战争为光荣的；世界大战时，日本人不也因为主战派的洗脑，产生了同样的遐想？
或许，男人也许也和女人没有什么分别。也许，他们很多都不是为了争取什么“光荣”，什么远大理想而战，或许，他们也只是被逼上一条自己也不想走的路。他们只是为了自保而战。为了不战死沙场。
看了《兄弟》，所得感触，是种悲伤、无奈。disgust for war. disgust for human beings.说不出的话语。连在脑海里也只捞起血肉模糊的残念。 是，血肉模糊。那就是战争的催害作用。血肉模糊得分不清对与错，分不清对与错不分青红皂白打打打打杀杀杀杀，不分青红皂白地征伐男丁。
战争真是人性最佳的“风月宝鉴”。一面是人人喜欢看到的爱国情操光荣胜利，另一面meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1090904835393803052004-07-27T13:54:00.000+09:002004-07-27T14:07:15.393+09:00Psychometric Assessment Exercise results~>
personality dimensions
social skills (extraversion)
more extrovert n outgoing thn mosttend to show interest in pplmore at ease socially den mostusually express views n opinions lyk to feel part of a teamquite lively n enthusiasticpotential weaknesses - hog d limelite, indiscreetemotional resilience (anxiety)more resilient thn d average persontend to meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1090602681137019922004-07-24T01:21:00.000+09:002004-07-24T02:11:21.136+09:00好漂亮！
浮光点点，仿佛星星都漂在水面上，随波荡漾。对岸是一座座的城堡，而王子公主再彼岸遥遥望去，这个遥远又陌生，却也属于他们的国界。灯塔是他们的禁区，但对她而言，它正是浮光掠影的化身，也是视线里最美的一幕。吊桥悬挂在虚幻与现实之间，像是引导他们走向幸福的道路的鹊桥。
总有一天，我们会到达对岸的。
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1090228039121826682004-07-19T18:05:00.000+09:002004-07-19T18:07:19.120+09:00urgh.. i juz hav no talent in html... can someone tell mi how to get the links out of tis box n have them at the right side of the page so tt we dun nid to scroll to c them? help wil b greatly appreciated~~ n i got a new tagboard.. old one got prob or sth..
wil try to make improvements when i got d tym n "tutor"..
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1088867041392424882004-07-04T00:01:00.000+09:002004-07-04T00:04:01.393+09:00已经有十七年没有在地铁上这样了，今天你却让我做到...
不说出来的话才是最感人的，不是吗？meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1088866855658911712004-07-03T23:58:00.000+09:002004-07-13T14:21:06.956+09:00ARIES WOMAN
She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1088573135190755522004-06-30T14:25:00.000+09:002004-06-30T14:25:35.190+09:00
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1087969125898635472004-06-23T14:38:00.000+09:002004-06-23T14:38:45.896+09:00Your soul is OPTIMISTIC. You tent to look to thebrighter side of things, and your positiveoutlook on life makes others happy. People loveyour open, unassuming nature and your innocentbelief in good for you, the grass on your sideof the fence is always greener. You are rarely,if ever, pessimistic or doubtful, and you tryyour hardest to make life the best it can be,for yourself and others. You aremeixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1087642100266607692004-06-19T18:02:00.000+09:002004-06-19T19:48:20.266+09:00孤单北半球 欧得洋
用我的晚安陪你吃早餐
记得把想念存进、铺满
我望着满天星在闪
听牛郎对织女说要勇敢
别怕我们在地球的两端
看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞，用光速飞到你面前
让你能看到十字星有北极星做伴
少了我的手背当枕头，你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等，随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉，你习不习惯
E给你照片，看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大，两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒
我的梦通通给你保管
别怕我们在地球的两端
看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞，用光速飞到你面前
要你能看到十字星有北极星做伴
少了我的手背当枕头，你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等，随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉，你习不习惯
E给你照片，看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大，两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1087064458889489332004-06-13T03:00:00.000+09:002004-06-13T03:20:58.890+09:00刚才打了一篇很长很有feel的entry，就因为一个error，就把上千个字抹杀了。现在这篇是浓缩到不可以再浓缩的代替品...
但就是说我刚才去看了华初华乐团呈现的《天籁回音》演奏会之后，自己突然很想念在华乐团的日子。特别是听到《飞天》时，更是勾起了许多回忆。吉丰华乐团、宋光海指挥爷爷、和我同一期加入吉丰大家庭的你们、第一次参加公演的我们的一颦一笑...
已经有将近一年没拉二胡了。刚才听到《飞天》熟悉的奏鸣时,心里更是一片悸动，有股冲动想捧起二胡，参与乐曲的音符。这首歌是见证了我成长过程的重要目击者。曾为了它吃了不少苦，但也因为它得到了很多，很多。
华乐始终对我有着那种魔力。曾对自己许下的承诺，如今会否兑现？说好了初级学院毕业之后会回返吉丰华乐团，但现在自卑心理好像又在蠢蠢欲动了。又或是自己太骄傲，怕回到了那里发现自己已经追不上人家的步伐了。
可是，人一旦犯上毒瘾，想要自拔，meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1086930542359265922004-06-11T13:44:00.000+09:002004-06-11T14:09:02.360+09:00401 chalet from 9th june to 10th june @ costa sands pasir ris, ie a dae after A13 class outing. ironically, it seemed to b more lyk a 201 outing den a 401 chalet, coz i found tt i toked q alot w mi lower sec classmates hu enter d same class as mi in upper sec, even thou usually we'r not realy tt close. d majority of d ppl hu went r guys, but realise tt we stil belong in diff worlds. m i too meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1086710167199879082004-06-09T00:25:00.000+09:002004-06-09T00:56:07.200+09:00A13 class outing to east coast beach todae!! yipee!! i luv beaches! haha..
met d class at orchard n ate mac before getting onto sand. den we rented bikes for 2h n tis makrs the beginning of mi most challenging bike ride tt i ever had. hee, usually dun cycle tt fast n long dist, n todae realy is not cycle during the hottest period of the dae (1+ to 3+).. but v shuang to b under the sun once in ameixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1086446421805122372004-06-05T23:39:00.000+09:002004-06-05T23:40:21.806+09:00which emoticon are u? Smiling Face
What's up, smiley? Somehow you just always seem to find a way to turn that frown upside down. Your upbeat attitude and friendly demeanor brighten up any room, including your favorite chat room.
Like your classic emoticon counterpart, you're a staple on anyone's list. Boring days and sleepless nights are far more bearable when you're online to chat. Whether you're shooting the meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1086445828591624242004-06-05T23:29:00.000+09:002004-06-05T23:30:28.590+09:00which prom dress is right for u?Belle Of The Ball
Even if you weren't chairing the prom committee or leading the race for prom queen (which you very well might have been), we know you've had prom on the brain for quite some time. You make the most of any occasion that calls for dressing up, and this landmark event is certainly no exception. That's why your exquisite dress should make you feel like the most stunning girl in themeixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1086277794932895142004-06-04T00:07:00.000+09:002004-06-04T00:49:54.933+09:00the day after tomorrow... where will you be?
watched "the dae after tmr" todae.. d 场面 r so 壮观 n d graphics juz take ur breath away! but wad d movie leaves us pondering abt after the end of the show is not how hollywood created those scenes (irony 1: the sign of "hollywood" is one of the first few tings to b destroyed by the tornado), but the realization tt man has all along been too self-centredmeixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1086173203585853252004-06-02T18:55:00.000+09:002004-06-02T19:46:43.586+09:00相信很多人都收过诉说这故事的email..
大学教授在讲堂课中，突然问学生，有谁自愿上来参与一个游戏。一位女子便上前去。教授吩咐她，在黑板上写下她生命中最重要的十个人的名字。她照做了，写下了亲朋好友的名字。教授借着叫她删除当中最不重要的名字。她割舍了一名邻居的名字。教授又叫她割去多一个名字。这个步奏重复了几次，直到黑板上只剩下女子的父母、孩子和丈夫的名字。这时，讲堂静了下来。大家似乎感觉到，这不再是一场游戏。教授在次叫她割去一个名字。她割去了父母的名字。再来，她又割去了孩子的名字。她崩溃了。教授在她哭完之后问了她：“为什么你生命中最重要的人不是跟你有血缘关系的父母或孩子，而是丈夫呢？”她回答：“父母、孩子都会离我而去，只有自己选择的丈夫，才是可以伴我一生的人。”
933的《音乐日记》里就提到了这个故事。听完后，不禁问了自己，谁才是我生命中最重要的人？想了许久，还是得不到答案。meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1086170012788827702004-06-02T17:58:00.000+09:002004-06-02T18:53:32.790+09:00看了《初恋无限touch》应该有七、八次了吧。但每次看完后还是会很感动。当初是因为东东而看电影，现在再度观赏时却有另一番感触。除了深深感受到电影中不断传出的甜蜜以外，还回想起小学的一些记忆。于是翻出了我收藏的第一张，也是唯一一张英文专辑。是aqua的。过了这么多年，还是蛮喜欢的。当时喜欢偶像的感觉好像比较单纯。也许是因为当时自己本来就比较单纯吧。现在，喜欢一个艺人或一个组合，下意识就会排斥其他竞争者。所以“喜欢”就不再是“喜欢”那么简单，里面还参插着几丝敌意。Hm,长大了吧。长大就是这样子的吗？
很喜欢以下这首歌。
Turn back time
Give me time to reason, give me time to think it through
Passing through the season, where I cheated you I will always meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1085846049506114002004-05-30T00:52:00.000+09:002004-05-30T00:54:09.506+09:00got tis site from a fren.. if u type in ur name, d site wil sloganize ur name..
http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi
n i got "Every Kiss Begins With Meixin".. realy is not YIN DANG!!!!! d site oso scheme mi!!!!
hee, but nvm, its the beginning of d hols!!!!!!!!!!!!meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1085243871919434952004-05-23T00:46:00.000+09:002004-05-25T23:58:49.873+09:00华尔兹音符在月光下翩翩起舞。王子在人海中寻寻觅觅。他已经经历期望、盼望、失望的轮回太多太多次了。或许他有自虐倾向，喜欢一次次折腾自己；或许他是过腻了行尸走肉的生活，试着爬出自己的墓石的压抑。
又或许，是一种与生俱来的本能，似乎他的出生，就是为了赴约。
deja vu
她散发着的犹豫气质，使脸上闪亮的面具都黯然失色。她，从出生到现在，应该没有笑过吧。她像一只断了翅膀的蝴蝶令人惋惜，但事实上没人帮得了她。因为她连自救的本能都丧失了。从哭坟的那一刻起。
deja vu
他们凝视着对方许久。问：“如果世上存在着轮回转世的话，那生命的价值在于什么？”
于是他们延续了数百年前，数百里外的约定。当时饮不尽的交杯酒，如今盛在高脚杯。
然而，月光下的鸡尾酒显得异常晶莹。蝴蝶在蔷薇丛中飞舞，却撕破了双翼，尸骸挂在发亮的荆棘上危危欲坠。
乐极生悲。meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1084621491847682722004-05-15T20:44:00.000+09:002004-05-15T20:44:51.846+09:00Your Cloak is Red. You Lust forBlood.
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1083566640397134052004-05-03T15:44:00.000+09:002004-05-03T15:47:07.483+09:00请让星星安全地死亡。
就这样滑过星际、划破湖面，一路洒下星尘，掩盖世界的丑恶。
请不要让星星之火幻灭。
让它燃烧，继续燃烧。直到它溶化于与湖面的一吻。
请让星星沉醉于湖底。
成为化石，让后嗣见证那曾经璀璨的烟火。
请不要让星星龟裂。
它体内的魔法，始终属于它体内。
炽热活跃的星体，被冷漠酷静的明镜征服了；
它却也激起了巨大的波涛，摇醒了沉睡已久的平静。
火石水镜俱灭，却成了另一种生命。meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082826749595795752004-04-25T02:12:00.000+09:002004-04-25T02:15:30.890+09:00LEP O2 was great! thx everyone hu helped in one way or another, n thx terence~ u did so much for O2, made mi feel so slack.. *guilty*the detective game was great! haah, so fun being hu li jing (read: hu2 li4 jing1) hee.. wow n congrats to shun's grp for emerging champion!
well, n hapi bdae to zq wor~ even thou we schemed..meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082564749749958212004-04-22T01:25:00.000+09:002004-04-22T01:28:47.746+09:00Youre gonna slip in the shower cause a hand-madesoap
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082564574678577882004-04-22T01:22:00.000+09:002004-04-22T01:25:52.716+09:00Your a Magical Angel!Out of all the angels, you arethe one most afflicted with magic. You can domany enchantments as well as sorcery. You cantdo black magic, because even though your not so"pure" your still an angel. A verykind and curious one at that. Magical Angelsare always very easy-going with humans, butintrestingly enough, like to expirement withthem with their spells.
What Kind of ANGEL meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-108256416728707512004-04-22T01:16:00.000+09:002004-04-22T01:19:05.420+09:00You are the Secretive Mermaid. Perpetual beautythat longs for legs to walk by the side of men.You spend your time gazing at the stars andwhispering to the moon. You have little to nofreinds that breathe. Your freinds all missing.You are sweet as syryp and kind as cake. Thereare a handful of people and mermaids like you.Would you rate my quiz I will keep it a secret?
What kind of mermaid are you?meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082563528783475202004-04-22T01:05:00.000+09:002004-04-22T01:08:27.060+09:00今天的心情：透明。
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082227827658200072004-04-18T03:50:00.000+09:002004-04-18T03:53:22.186+09:00juz had a gd tok w jh~~ she sort of 'enlightened' mi le, haha~
dun bother abt backstabbers.. d moer they do it, d more it reveals their internal insecurities n expose their personality flaws to others.. (if he can do tis to mi, i dun c y he cant do tt to d ppl close to him now)
wld lyk to make amendments to one of mi previous entries.. tis is not an unavoidable part of stepping into d adult meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082225667394948702004-04-18T03:14:00.000+09:002004-04-18T03:17:21.653+09:00melissa, u were beautiful!! ｉ ｔｒｕｌｙ ｅｎｊｏｙｅｄ ｔｈｅ ｄａｎｃｅ ｎｉｔｅ ａｌｏｔ ａｌｏｔ ａｌｏｔ ａｌｏｔ！ ｄ ｄａｎｃｅｒｓｗｅｒｅ ａｌｌ ｓｏ ｇｒａｃｅｆｕｌ ｎ ｂｅａｕｔｉｆｕｌ！
ｉ ｗａｎｔｏ ｓｅｎｄ ｍｉ ｄａｕｇｈｔｅｒ ｔｏ ｌｅａｒｎ ｄａｎｃｅ ｉｎ ｆｕｔｕｒｅ！！meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082225285507608102004-04-18T03:08:00.000+09:002004-04-18T03:11:27.780+09:00恭喜家欣！也恭喜嘉欣天使！meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082180672482884172004-04-17T14:44:00.000+09:002004-04-17T14:47:57.860+09:00忆
多半个小时就是执委遴选了。去年只是去投票，今年却要附议家欣。（祝她好运！）
然后就有组长遴选。
一年就这么过去了。
不禁回想起去年这个时候的我们。拥有同样的梦想，都想看到来临的一年，黄城夜韵会有更杰出的表现。当时，真的是单纯的一个想法。
but now i feel a bit disillusioned.
黄城夜韵是成功了。很成功。我也在这三个月里结交了许多回忆，保留了很多朋友。
但也在这段短短的时间内经历了起起落落。
还好有你陪伴，了解。（虽然你应该不会看到这则心情纪录吧）
曾说过，长大之后，看到的世界会越来越丑陋？
我讨厌这种政治。
可是这也是回不了头的。你说是吗？
我也要渐渐硬起心肠，践踏这段遗憾，头也不回地继续往前走。
move on.
no choice.
一切灿烂，化作历史。
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1082179929049019352004-04-17T14:32:00.000+09:002004-04-17T14:35:02.500+09:00小黄城在一星期前过去了。
也不知道该说什么才好。
就直话直说吧。
在LT2的时候，本来心情满high的。但后来就自己一个人沉浸在思考中。低潮。所以晚上也不想留下来玩了。
也许我太小气了吧，但那时真的不好受。
一直叫自己不要介意，他们只是贪玩，没有恶意。
***
检讨了自己，觉得我平时太过轻浮了吧，所以别人常常不怎么认真对待我所说的，我所做的。
我也太好玩了吧，别人就看不见我的极限。
***
p/s: 我写这些东西纯粹是在抒发当时心里的感受，并不是在怪任何人。所以，这件事就告一段落吧~~
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1081481085478288802004-04-09T12:24:00.000+09:002004-04-09T12:27:30.996+09:00在用语特的电脑打这篇文字~ （犯法喽~）
宣传高一在隔壁的B317房准备小黄城的slideshow。
B317的笑声似乎与B107的有所不同。
黄城结束后的这一段日子，大家生活里有了什么新的变化？
日渐成熟，准备接任下一届黄城夜韵的记忆。
“我们明年黄城夜韵再见。”
明年的黄城夜韵，我们的确会再见面，只是见面方式不同了。
他们是编织梦想的巧手，我们只在观众席，念念不忘发着梦呓... ...
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1081162466271474182004-04-05T19:54:00.000+09:002004-04-05T19:57:55.093+09:00这几天一直下着绵绵不绝的雨。
是不是天使们闯祸了?一定是，否则天神怎会如此残酷地把他们的家一片一片地往下扔？
天使的泪，随着雨点飘下，为世界蒙上一层淡淡的忧伤。
从屋里，窗外，伞下，车上凝视着黯淡无光的世界，心情变得一片灰蓝。
路上的水泊累积了已死了的心灵。孩子们却面带笑容地践踏着，践踏着... ...
我在被窝里为天使祈祷，不忍目睹没人遏止的大屠杀... ...
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1080363257188696492004-03-27T13:54:00.000+09:002004-03-27T13:56:50.000+09:00www.deadname.com
tis webby lets u enter ur name n they'l tell u wad ur name means in a gothic sense...
hmm... n i resigned to fate liaoz.. mi goth name is bondage slut.... (anw wad does it mean huhz?)meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1080362550791534422004-03-27T13:42:00.000+09:002004-03-27T13:45:02.983+09:00You belong somewhere out in the world, exploringand learning and spreading the knowledge thatyou find. When you love, that love will joinyou in your quest and believe as you do in aworld of spiritual energy that is stronger thananything humanity could normally even conceive,although you may be able to. Council those youencounter, give them your wisdom, and stay trueto yourself.
Where do you meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1080361497368632902004-03-27T13:24:00.000+09:002004-03-27T13:27:29.780+09:00You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girlwho always has a crush and is writing theirname on all your books. You are a hopelessromantic. Waiting for that prince charming, youtake love seriously, but still play any chanceyou get. You can have a lot if boys who arefriends, but waiting for that perfectboyfriend. Sometimes you are discouragedbecause there are no sparks but even if thesmallest meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1080361206755612352004-03-27T13:20:00.000+09:002004-03-27T13:22:39.233+09:00Your Energy is Yellow. You are generous, bright,and expressive. An excellent communicator, youkeep your audience captivated with youranimated storytelling. Sometimes you talk toomuch, but when you learn to listen you will besought out for your talents to advise.
The communications field appeals to you as aprofession. Public speaking, writing, radio,acting or teaching would also be good meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1080360958783721552004-03-27T13:15:00.000+09:002004-03-27T13:18:31.310+09:00You are Schroeder!
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1080360447783615632004-03-27T13:07:00.000+09:002004-03-27T13:10:00.420+09:00You are a silver dragon. The rarest kind of dragon.YOu are noble yet avoid humans as much aspossible. You are the guardian of thedefensless and you rule the skies.
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1080360028783845972004-03-27T13:00:00.000+09:002004-03-27T13:03:01.513+09:00You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,you are always right at his or her heels! Yourdeep social connection with human beingsproduces your qualities of genuine caring andcharisma. However, at times you are naive tothe true nature of your loved ones. Rememberthat humans' gift of free will does not alwayslead them in wise directions. But your essenceof love and friendship represent meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1080359488745772932004-03-27T12:51:00.000+09:002004-03-27T12:54:00.763+09:00You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one'sday. You are very kind and a real people personbecause you have several friends (or atleastshould). You're cheery nature makes you lovableand your stunning looks are sweet and standout.
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1079625974575373522004-03-19T01:06:00.000+09:002004-03-19T01:08:38.763+09:00黄城夜韵2004，幕关。
唱一首华初的歌，余音未尽。
LT3被附上了新的定义，凌晨两点看的影片在脑海里不断重播。
交换的礼物，使美梦狂舞到早晨。
挥挥手，我们小黄城再见……meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1077903751495646952004-02-28T02:42:00.000+09:002004-02-28T02:57:48.293+09:00习惯星期五晚上迟睡…不管有多累、多倦，都依然坚持这个嗜好。因为相信，这是难得可以与自己独处的机会…一个星期来，为谁忙碌为谁劳累，只有乘这段寂静的时刻，与自己内心深处的想法进行交谈…
也是星期五晚上，msn上会有很多同我一齐互相陪伴的孤独的人。却是在这个时候，我们才可以好好谈谈周日无法提起的话题。常常这样，周周如此，一直到凌晨两点左右，我们才会很有默契地分开，再度面对现实…
有些人也许会认为这是我在浪费时间，本来可以做更有建设性的东西。我却这么地蹉跎…但我就是愿意沉溺在我自己创造的烂漫中，那是我的选择…
今天，在属于自己的时间里，我重新恋上了星星～*meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1077903123765277362004-02-28T02:32:00.000+09:002004-02-28T02:34:07.670+09:00流星燃烧了自己，带给我们一线希望…
所以才会有这么多人对它
死心塌地…meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1077722961487961962004-02-26T00:29:00.000+09:002004-02-26T00:31:23.450+09:00简单的蛋花汤、一只小小的鸡翅膀、更多的黑胡椒鸡肉、豆干…今天的晚餐。
突然真的觉得妈咪煮的家常菜特别温馨～一回家看到晚餐在桌子上，虽然不是什么山珍海味，虽然有些饭菜都凉了，但心里还是暖暖的…嘻，又是一个不吃uncle pui饭盒的借口…无论怎么说，妈咪为家人煮的饭，总会比uncle pui商业化的供应更为贴心吧～
我还是喜欢用需要清洗的餐具…meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1077638794722053722004-02-25T01:06:00.000+09:002004-02-25T01:08:35.950+09:00"stay there for me..."
its such a selfish demand.. hope i wun ever sae sth lidat..meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1077336853812054272004-02-21T13:14:00.000+09:002004-02-21T13:43:20.560+09:00爱上冬季…
刺骨的寒风袭击经已冻结的心，她把自卫一层层披上，试图伪装自己的娇弱。泪滴飘成雪花，遗弃了白茫茫雪地。她跺步雪中，却发现已经越陷越深。走得更多，回头望见更多的回忆。把围巾抱紧，窒息的沉重勒得她喘不过气。衣装再厚，也敌不过她心中的寒意。
雪地里出现了另一副鞋印。她踏着沮丧的足迹，任它们带她到一个未知数。这些鞋印沉得很深，踏出这鞋印的人，一定也是背负着莫大的重量。她突然觉得，他们都同样是被践踏的雪，随时都会溶化…
来到一湖的冰冷。岸边搁着一条项链，坠子是一颗透明的心，里面是一朵五角的雪花。原来缺憾也可以那么美…湖面刻上了一行字：“我还是爱你的…”
她预感自己应该回头。
他…
爱上冬季…
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076943978459399472004-02-17T00:06:00.000+09:002004-02-17T00:08:11.653+09:00so i was wrong.. things r nv the same again..meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076694639053526932004-02-14T02:50:00.000+09:002004-02-14T12:45:35.153+09:00《茱罗记》
OS： 那是我的意中人 那是我的爱 但愿她知道我在爱着她
她欲言又止 但她的眼睛已经道出了她的心事 待我去回答
我不要太冲动 她不是在对我说话
天上两颗最灿烂的星星 有事请求她的眼睛 替代它们在空中闪耀
你用像藤蔓的视线 爬进我内心的花园
你让我生命有光辉 就像一轮美丽的满月
第一次拥吻的瞬间 感觉认识了一千年
幸福明明很强烈 却不自觉 难过流泪
梦见毒药在唇边 而你崩溃我胸前
梦见我石碑都哭裂 狂风里你变成 蝴蝶
前世还爱不够才会再约 今生绝不让悲剧重演
只要爱得够坚决 时间空间都穿越
前世最感伤的终点 今生化作感动起点
绕的路太远不后悔 我们是最美的 轮回
罗密欧就是梁山伯 祝英台就是茱丽叶
所以在我们的手臂 有胎记长得像 蝴蝶
梦见我心都被撕裂 匕首冰冷了你的脸
梦见我闭上了双眼 我们变成一双 蝴蝶
OS： 我的最爱！我的妻子！
死神它对你的美丽无能为力meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076510049655205072004-02-11T23:34:00.000+09:002004-02-11T23:35:57.483+09:00its cross country todae~ got q a gd run, muahaha~ dun fil v tired during d run lorz, in fact felt beta thn when i run 2.4km.. as minwei puts it, our pacing is gd~~ =) but tts for the run oli, now legs r aching lyk wad.. but so proud of miself anw, grinz~ =D
collected qi huan lv cheng CD todae! qi huan edition is so nice! v meng huan~ lyk a fan remarked, d feel is lyk alice in wonderland~ hee~ meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076347852724487402004-02-10T02:30:00.000+09:002004-02-10T02:32:38.560+09:00他还是不懂……
他懂了吗？
我又懂了吗？
也许没有人懂。
或许我们都懂了……meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076346665307492772004-02-10T02:11:00.000+09:002004-02-10T02:12:51.403+09:00Ballet shoes- beautiful, graceful, and creative,you enjoy dancing writing and music. You areoften very poetic and sometimes dramatic. Youkeep to yourself aside from a few close friendsthat you can relate to. you! :)]
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076345319275493842004-02-10T01:48:00.000+09:002004-02-10T01:58:07.780+09:00Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someoneto hold you and take the pain away. You haven'tbeen in much relationships or you need to workon how to handle them. You always seem lost ina daydream about the person you care aboutmost.
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076343790708821052004-02-10T01:23:00.000+09:002004-02-10T01:24:56.606+09:00Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You arean angelic spirit who has fallen from grace forone reason or another - possibly, you made onetragic mistake that cost you everything. Ormaybe you were blamed for a crime you didn'tcommit. In any case, you are faithless andjoyless. You find no happiness, love, oracceptance in your love or in yourself. Mostdays are a burden and you wonder when thehurting meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076340561338401932004-02-10T00:29:00.000+09:002004-02-10T00:31:07.106+09:00You are the silver moonlight. You have a deep soul.Many people call you mysterious but they justdon't know you. You are often alone but shinehope on every one else. People look up to youand call to you for advice. You have beenbetrayed but you have forgaven them. Your faithin life has made you an inspiration to us all.You are intelligent, quiet, beautiful, andkind. You will become very sucessful.meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076339139532307392004-02-10T00:05:00.000+09:002004-02-10T00:07:25.610+09:00I am most like Ah Di in Energy
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hee, schemed to get tis pic~~meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076338889103469032004-02-10T00:01:00.000+09:002004-02-10T00:03:15.233+09:00I am most like Toro in Energy
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y m i not ah di?? =Pmeixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076254232885732632004-02-09T00:30:00.000+09:002004-02-09T00:39:24.576+09:00每个人都戴着面具，只是有的人选择错了…当他们拆下自己的徽甲时，你会发现，每个人都有何其可爱的一面～you have ur life to lead, n so does everyone else… 谢谢你让我上了这么宝贵的一堂课… =)
〖记予把心掏了出来，再深深被感动的一晚…〗meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076249515994929412004-02-08T23:11:00.000+09:002004-02-08T23:13:40.983+09:00三思而后行…
我现在明白了…meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1076086617978760622004-02-07T01:56:00.000+09:002004-02-07T02:15:57.373+09:00tis entry wil b q outdated.. wil b a rec of wad happened on mon (2/2)..
今年属虎的犯太岁，妈妈便带我到附近的一个帐篷，帐篷里供人们尊拜几尊神明的塑像。金银纸一套＄10，两粒柑＄8…在拜拜时要stand behind the line,那样法师才可以很standard地进行仪式。一个接一个，一人不到一分钟…插完了香，就到第二条人龙后，等着自己进行第二阶段的洗礼。对了，在那里的人，都有机会参加lucky draw，首奖是纯金的神像。
就觉得现在有太多东西变得商业化，使它们原来的魅力不断贬值。在时间就是金钱的社会里，什么东西都要快、快、快，快得精神麻木也不要紧，只要有效率就好…是都市人们自欺欺人的一种做法吗？
轮到我进行第二阶段的仪式了。寺庙的工作人员对我说了一些我听不大清楚的话，我只听懂了她一直重复着的“放心，放心meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1075734735269629852004-02-03T00:12:00.000+09:002004-02-03T00:29:09.546+09:00每个人有两种时间。一种是前进的，这是大家共同享有的；另一种是冻结的……停留在人生最重要的时刻……
9月5号，11点42分……
自小就对星际间的奥秘有种莫名的向往，总觉得浩浩星海中必定蕴含着一股神秘的力量。我们所谓的时间，在星星的眼里应该是多么的微不足道。无边无际的怅惘，何时了断？它只能不断地伸延、伸延……
所以小学时期会那么疯狂Sailor Moon。认为它不是一部普通的卡通，不是画家为了赚钱而敷衍了事的作品。Sailor Moon里丰富的浪漫氛围都因一个“情”字－亲情、友情、爱情……也使人看见了人类在广大的宇宙中是多么渺小，而情感的力量是多么神圣……而卡通里每一个“战士”的性格迥异，却是自己守护星的化身。最喜欢的是mercury，她象征着智慧，而mercury is the messenger of God……
可不是？星星的诞生之地赋予了孩子们奇妙的力量～ The meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1075562644195615732004-02-01T00:24:00.000+09:002004-02-01T03:46:08.013+09:00we are all mortal, death thus belongs to all of us. but the modern medical community has hidden death away in the hospitals. KORPERWELTEN fills this vacuum and, what is more, brings the Oracle of Delphi "Nosce te ipsum" - Know Thyself, back to life.
What has been labelled the world's most sensational exhibition blurs the line between art and science like never before.
The displays appear meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1075479638724262952004-01-31T01:20:00.000+09:002004-01-31T02:08:32.153+09:00its finally d wkend! woah, so tired now.. hm, shall update on past few daes happenings..
28jan: first tym tis yr tt i stay until 9pm for huang cheng~ hapi bdae to everyone, its chu7! huang cheng had a massive lao yu sheng session.. xuan chuan had our own little one after tt lahz.. n uncle pui esp nice todae, gave us a box of mandarin oranges~
hung up d 3.5m x 6m huang cheng banner when its meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1075214553525847772004-01-27T23:42:00.000+09:002004-01-27T23:44:06.246+09:00o ya forgot to sae.. realy realy thx to everyone hu was concerned abt mi, whether for mi physical health or emotional well-being~ juz wanto sae tt i'm not low le lah dun worry~ =) coz so shocked to noe tt mani ppl tot i low.. ppl lyk mi dun low for so long one, heehee~ haha, realy got to go do econs now le...meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1075214353141688712004-01-27T23:39:00.000+09:002004-01-27T23:40:45.890+09:00i fil pregnant.. haha, realy, been feeling nauseous d whole dae actually, but no one noticed til d end of the dae huhz? i so li hai~ =P
k stop being toopid.. else ppl sae mi fever fried mi brain.. hm, left huang cheng after taking grp foto, q early.. din eat much d whole dae.. later tink gonna hav d medicine for digestive system or wadeva.. yucks.. n gotta run to do econs after typing tis entrymeixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1075128455434541052004-01-26T23:47:00.000+09:002004-01-26T23:49:07.106+09:00sick...........
i hate falling sick.. the medicine is so yucky... =S n whole body no strength, eyes cant open big, hands n feet cold, drowsy, cant do aniting constructive.. n i actually miss sch~~ kip wondering wad everone is doin in sch.. n thx u al for al the concern!! i realy realy realy realy realy realy very very very very very very very very touched!!! sobz sobz~ i luv u al!!
tmr taking meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1074959675853083122004-01-25T00:54:00.000+09:002004-01-25T00:56:05.296+09:00i rode on a motorbike for the first tym in mi 17+ yr todae!! thx yong sern for the ride (even thou he wun c tis anw..) (n even thou the ride is lyk 5min?!?!) anw its so exciting n thrilling!! it was rainin n we got no raincoat.. n his bike got no 'box to store helmet' (wadeva u call tt) one, so i sat on the high high seat w nth behind mi~ woah~ can fly off, hee~
anw motorbike is so cool!! i meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1074953477295318542004-01-24T23:11:00.000+09:002004-01-24T23:12:47.310+09:00爱上“他还是不懂”这首歌了！！ stole d lyrics from jessica's blog~
他還是不懂
要說什麼
杯子都已經空了
閉上眼睛心裏下起大雪 天寒又地凍
是不是到了
愛情結帳的時候
只剩下各自買單的寂寞
為什麼當我推開門
他沒有來拉住我
他還不懂 還是不懂
離開是想要被挽留
如果開口那只是 我要來的溫柔
他還不懂 永遠不懂
一個擁抱能代替所有
愛絕對能夠動搖我
(Ending 在第一時間拯救我)
要用什麼 融化這一片沉默
在四週的冷空氣裏歎息 化成煙飄走
過去的種種 在心裏滾成雪球
怕還沒說話淚就會先流
愛不是他給得不多
是不知道我要什麼
都是背了太多的心願
流星才會跌的那麼重
愛太多 心也有 墜毀的時候
凄美的意境～ 凄凉的美，的确是最美的…… 一片荒芜的心境才能领悟百花齐放的姣妍、柔弱…… 寒冷的气候才能凸显出拥抱的温暖……meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1074671251217325432004-01-21T16:47:00.000+09:002004-01-21T16:51:24.483+09:00看到你在msn，想要主动找你谈天，又不知道要说什么才好……
怎么又是我主动啊？
话到了嘴角又吞回来的感觉……我不喜欢。
这又是成长中必须经历的顾虑吗？
难道我们又回到了从前那种进退维谷的diplomatic情节？
我承认我是冒失糊涂粗心大意，否则钱包也不会一次又一次地去另寻主人……
但你对我有点信心好吗？可以吗？
× × × × × × × × × ×
想起当时她也遗失了钱包，还哭了起来。你体贴地安抚她。
对我却是落井下石。
当我说我已经feel numb了，是为了让你们不为我操心。你以为我真的一点感觉也没有吗？
× × × × × × × × × ×
昨夜敏玮差点弄失了钱包。那是命运埋下的伏笔吗？
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1074525742374276992004-01-20T00:22:00.000+09:002004-01-20T00:23:47.356+09:00suddenly recalled tt a wk ago mi n jh were rushing our issues n ideas.. i msg her when it was almost 12mn, wantin to split d work~ n from then on we kip msging each other until we finish our work at ard 2.30pm.. haha, it slowed down our work q alot, yet we din feel tt the work is heavy n boring, n kiping each other awake n kiping awake is so fun for once~
realised tt she's a real slow reader, meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1074441080539977302004-01-19T00:51:00.000+09:002004-01-19T01:07:03.466+09:00Ra-Men Song
Rap: It started Friday late night out at a party
shorty hottie new mesarati Burberry Air One Know
you wear one hot in the Gucci skirt with your hair
done girl wanna smoochie flirt I'ma have fun langkawi
on a beach in the hot sun feel me B I'm terry lee
out in Taipei with Energy it's bottle poppin model
rockin out in the Audi auto droppin finger snappin
hand all clappin back to frontmeixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1074440427050318202004-01-19T00:40:00.000+09:002004-01-19T00:41:50.733+09:00LEP orientation is over~ wu er bu zuo rox!! were leading al the way until the other grps scheme us during captain's ball... so sad... haha, but nvm, stil got 3rd in the end!! but during the orientation mi toe abit spoil d fun.. the 'hen catch chick' game was how violent lor.. got ppl almost roll down the slope, n mi poor toenail was broken, sobsob.. last tym D cube no accidents leh.. n mi ended meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073914619697772792004-01-12T22:36:00.000+09:002004-01-12T22:38:17.436+09:00yeah, first dae of xuan chuan! reach home after 8pm, hee~ looking forward to another huang cheng being the core of our lives for these 2mth! muahaha~
n its mommy bdae todae~~ she lyks the bracelet tt i bot for her, hee~ but din get home in tym to enjoy the dishes hot, hmph.. but nvm, stil nice nice, haha..
n lep council preparing for lep open house~ looking forward to it oso!! hee, den can meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073752519439235552004-01-11T01:35:00.000+09:002004-01-11T01:36:30.716+09:00抢匪别来找我，我今天没心情让你们打枪。
妈已经很辛苦了。
我自己回家，没有锁匙也无所谓。
你干吗把门关得密不透风？
我要claim买文具的钱。
（还是不要吧）
车子空空的。
买相机？哼…
你说我生气时不好看。
（可你疲倦的面容更是我不愿目睹的…）
明年要上大学，可以吗？
我没有你那么不负责任。
好吃懒做。
上面那句在说谁？
都几岁了还在堕落！
堕落有年龄限制的吗？meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073723407280013722004-01-10T17:30:00.000+09:002004-01-10T17:31:22.936+09:00Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,but Earth won't be as fun without you. As areal optimist and lighthearted person, youalways see the good in things. People probablyrespect you for your wonderful personality andlove for life. People like you make the world ahappier place **Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics) brought to you by Quizilla
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073723225057199142004-01-10T17:27:00.000+09:002004-01-10T17:28:20.746+09:00Don't get blood splatters on you when you shootyour victim. Your methods are a bit uncouth butyour finesse and sense of style is impeccable.With a bit of guidance you could live among usin the world of vampires.
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073723104270246172004-01-10T17:25:00.000+09:002004-01-10T17:26:19.983+09:00You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest toget angered, but when you do get angry thingscan go really wrong really fast. You aregenerally very passionate in the things you do. What force is your soul? brought to you by Quizilla
meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073722867305366332004-01-10T17:21:00.000+09:002004-01-10T17:22:23.076+09:00You are like majority of the people in today'ssociety. You probably like the latest trends,but not because they are considered cool; justbecause you like them. Continue being you,people like you for it.
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meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073667603255633192004-01-10T02:00:00.000+09:002004-01-10T02:01:18.686+09:00campfire is over!! amidst all d cock-ups n lame performances tt no one understood, d atmosphere at d end of the session was q high!
haha, n i wore mi beloved bp uni again after more thn 9mth!! realy hav to admit, i gained weight.. haiz.. n feels so funi to b in it after so long.. skirt seems to tight n too long, n d shirt seems too big n too thick .. n i nv tuck in, so tried to hold it up w meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073574029621222942004-01-09T00:00:00.000+09:002004-01-09T00:01:43.950+09:00yeah! can view blog le!
well, tmr is d campfire! rmb tt last yr i was so high den, hahaz~ den go orchard until after midnite, woah~ hm, haven realy interacted w the juniors yet, hope dey al willing to go out w us after the campfire~
dese few daes c the chi soc ppl so busy w the audition n running ard to advertise, its bn hard on u! take carez ppl, huang cheng nids u to b healthy! hee, n come meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073304567511740932004-01-05T21:09:00.000+09:002004-01-05T21:10:38.623+09:00is there sth wrong w mi blog? i cant view mi own blog n other ppl's blog! when i enter someone's webby it always goes to new.blogger.com by itself!! can someone enlighten mi??meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073230663603872292004-01-05T00:37:00.000+09:002004-01-05T00:38:53.593+09:00AH E LAST ENTRY GOT LOST!! nvm..
erm, was saying tt i saw d SHE bus 3 tyms on fri~ n took d 961 tt i took to sch n back is d same oso~ so coincidence..
n watched sound of colours yest.. lyk d movie alot, got mani interesting elements in it.. d film maker tries to let viewers experience d helplessness n sense of loss of blind ppl by having scenes where its completely dark.. d world oli meixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073055500712754602004-01-02T23:58:00.000+09:002004-01-02T23:59:29.093+09:00o ya, addition to new year resolution...
13) jian mi face's fei! =Pmeixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5792884.post-1073054052468954202004-01-02T23:34:00.000+09:002004-01-02T23:35:20.466+09:00d first schdae of 2004~ q a slack dae actually, but it'l b the oli slack dae for j2!!
q surprised to realise tt oli abt 10 arts ppl dropped maths.. den everyone was tinking how to spend the free periods, heehee~ but being a guai student n wanting to adhere to new yr resolution no. 1, i hope to study or at least do some reading lyk jinghan says.. =D
late in d dae went to join the j1s to listenmeixinnoreply@blogger.com